Momma Mel of 5: Stepped off my Throne

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Stepped off my Throne

My home is my throne where I direct my Paige's to do my bidding. When I leave I feel I enter Another's Kingdom and I have no say in who does what, where or when. I step off my throne only to serve my own selfish desires, yet still, I am distressed my title of Queen does not accompany me somehow. As I enter the commoners YMCA I must tote my own bags and keep my children in check while holding my head up in that regal heir wondering to myself, "does no one notice that I am here to strain my holy body in the classes I see fit, not while attempting to enter or exit this place". The effort I expend doing the "commoner's work" of signing in, checking the children into the child facility, then repeating it on the way out could be put to better use. I could take a longer class, put more effort into the class I currently am taking, or refresh myself longer in the lounge. Maybe some day in Another's Kingdom I will be recognized and treated with the honor I so deserve. However, while I wait, I will continue this daily ritual and relish the superiority I feel knowing I lowered myself today to mingle with the common man in the common YMCA and Meijer.

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My Start

In 2001 my neighbor quit smoking and started running and convinced me to do so also. It was a gradual process of quitting smoking and learning how to exercise. Running became something I enjoyed doing most of all. I trained and ran my first 5K that year. The following year I decided to do the 1/2 marathon; I accomplished my goal by running the entire race. I don't think I loved it then but I liked it well enough to train for the Chicago Marathon. During my training, like at the 17 mile run mark, I ruptured a disc in my back, L4. I was out! The pain was excrutiating, I couldn't walk alone to the bathroom let alone continue running. My then boyfriend, now husband, helped nurse me back and we started doing sprint triathlons. The training was much easier on my body and I made the decision to never train for long distance running again. Nothing was worth that pain.
In 2005 Jimmy and I were married and our focus became increasing the size of our family. I had 2 children from a previous marriage and we wanted 2 together. The idea of 2 became the reality of 3 and we each got fatter and fatter and fatter with the pregnancies. I found myself at a STURDY 241lbs at the final pregnancy of Walter.
That was enough of that, I decided to lose the weight I had put on and decided to make my family lose some as well. Within this past 15 months I have lost 96lbs, and the family has lost much too. We are happier, healthier and have athletic goals in our sights.
I am currently training to COMPETE in the very 1st Kalamazoo Marathon with a hope time of sub 4 hrs.
This is my journey, please enjoy!

Quote of the Day

"Many of the great achievements of the world were accomplished by tired and discourged men who kept on working."

-Franklin Roosevelt